2010 IS SO INTERESTING....AIN'T IT?

Twitter, Fcukbok, Myspace?

I can honestly feel like I can breath because I can write on here and I believe people have stopped viewing a page that hasn't been updated in 8 months. It feel's good to just write how I feel and say whatever and not get a text or call or shady attitude from those that are close to me. I can write, I have no limit. Im getting older and my friends are either married, bout to get married or in relationships. So this is my time to change up and start speaking how I really feel. Rather than hiding and being scared that someone will make fun of me or tell me no, or most of all tell me Im WRONG.

時差ぼけですごく早起き。。きょうもいそがしくなり

It's The Best I don't stop thinking about you. I dream about you quite often. And when I see your tweets I still gush to myself a lil... >

SIGH

Damn it hurts that your no longer feeling me no more, it really does. But you did warn me and this world is round. I evoked the same energy to someone else and used them for my pleasures only. Knowing that I would get the same in return one day. Sometimes I feel like Im acting like them. Telling you how much I feel about you and you saying...yeah cool....ouch...

I guess it has to happen to me because if it didn't happen or happen again then I would be dead. And living is great so I hope that this times passes and I can get back to myself again, and not be so down and depressed and take care of the the road to my success.

You've hurt me so much and I can't take it. I can't move, I can't eat, I can't.......

I wonder how you feel about me, I hate to say it but your a liar. I don't know what to believe out of your mouth which leaves me so perplexed and caught up.

A Nightmare On Elm Street 2010

Remember I did a post about Nightmare on Elm Street Remake? Well sadly to day after waiting damn near a year, it wasn't all that I hoped it would be. If I could post pics trust me I would, but I can't and I'm not pressed to neither. Now when I say the film was some shit, this is my opinion, you might actually like the film. But for me they downplayed ALLLLLL the famous scenes and did basically a new movie. There were some things in the film that struck a cord and made me a lil happy but overall nothing to brag about. Im upset because Michael Bay was apart of this production, and personally I think he is a cornball..but hey whatever. Check it out and see for yourself.

Then when you have some time check out Never Sleep Again on Letmewatchthis.com and get an in depth look at ALLLL the Nightmare on Elm street movies which I thought was GRRRREAT!!

Hurts.But I'm Maintaining. 2010

Well here we are finally in Gotham City, the place that I've always wanted to be. However the things that you acquire come with a price. Like when u gain something I've noticed you must also lose something. And can I say I've lost a lot, a lot more than I really expected. The New York dream is a bittersweet one at the moment. I've learned that I can't express myself clearly on the popular social networks that many of us have become victim too. Without being criticized or hurting someone's feelings.

Let's start with friends: Damnit I've lost some great ones I must say, some very inspirational ones that even though we no longer talk, I still highly love.

Love: Sucks and Im honestly done with it, it doesn't work well with me no matter how hard I try. It makes me ill and paranoids, those that I once dealt with seem like strangers although we are in different boroughs. Most recently getting involved and to become highly hurt AGAIN..DAMN...It's like an exctasy high, when it's HIGH it feels so RIGHT and GOOD. But then when it's over it's over and the low is LOOOOOOWWWW and it hurts so much. Relationships I've figured don't work because I think I don't express myself when Im Jealous, or Hurt, however I do express when Im in love and when you express just one. I guess it can come off as sleazy or lazy.

Work: Work has been a hassle even though I am working, Im still at a point were Im not happy at all and TODAY as of 5-23-10 Im making those changes multitasking as I update my long over due "blog".

Living: Being in Philadelphia for so long took me out of the hype of being in "The City". I know that if I wasn't in Philly for as long as I was, I would have been one of those wonderers that walk around aimlessly not knowing what to do next, just being caught up in the city living.

Creativity: My creative levels are through the roof. I got up with another awesome film director who genre is mine (horror) and I've been on it people or person or just me whoever might read this. I'm stepping into my own and not around the negative that was really bringing me down...peep the old post to know what Im talking about.

I've stopped smoking weed, I don't drink and I've gotten back to my old self again. The way I used to be before leaving home on July 5th 2001 to never return again. I no longer have to say "What did I do before I was smoking, for fun or just plain ole creativity".

When it comes to Red Velvet Cake, I have no friends.

9/30/82=Emerah's Bday.

When you feel trapped, THINK about your plan first....THEN breakout.

Picture from Shae Butta's Myspace.

Memories.

In this picture right here, the night was good...in the beginning. We get to Fluid nite club on South Street in Philly and I swear 2 u that I threw up not once but twice, before we took this pic....can u tell? My lips are ja like white...kinda...oh and by the way I have on the brown leather.

So I've been having this urge to get something inked and something pierced...Wadda u think?

Chevante Mack aka CHE MACK

Oh Really Beyonce? Ur doing what again?

I'm giving my nigga some butt tonite-Beyonce's inner thoughts.

Syreeta.

A Relaxer a.k.a. (fucking my shit up) can't produce results like this...and if it does it'll only last a couple of weeks top..hahahaha u gotta snatch back ponytail and missing edges hahahahah..

RACIST

Located in Philadelphia...South Philadelphia

Kiddunot.blogspot.com

Empress Tiffany.

Sara Kurzan.

These days, the Rhodes scholars of the criminal justice system seem to like locking people up for life the way Mark Sanford likes frequent filer miles on Aerolineas. Well, they've managed another winner: sentencing 16-year-old trafficking victim Sara Kruzan to die in prison for killing her pimp. My partner-in-crime-blogging Matt has the criminal justice perspective on what happened, but here's how things look from Sara's perspective.

When Sara met G.G., the 31-year-old man who would become her pimp, she was 11. Sara's mom struggled with drug addiction, so when G.G. would drive Sara and her friends to the roller skating rink or the mall, it felt like having a real parent around. He gave Sara presents and told her she was special- so special, that she should never give sex away for free. He convinced her she was a product.

G.G. groomed Sara like this for two years before he raped her. By then, his control was complete and he forced her into prostitution. Sara and the other girls who G.G. exploited were out on the streets from 6pm to 6am, every night. Twelve hours a night, seven days a week, for three years, Sara was raped by strangers so G.G. could profit. After three years, she snapped, and she killed him.

Amish Inspiration.

God's Prey Clothing.

Combination Platter.

Welcome to New Number One Chinese Take-Out! Our special today is Szechuan roasted Vagina with spring sauce.

Red Skies Tonite!!

This is Sydney Australia yesterday morning..hmmm makes me think of the end of the world. Like the entire sky is red?....really though? YouTube The song Red Skies by The Fixx and look at these pictures.

Sydneysiders have woken to a red haze unlike anything seen before by residents or weather experts, as the sun struggles to pierce a thick blanket of dust cloaking the city this morning.

Max B.

Wow this is crazy....once all the glitter and fame are gone. Nothing is worse than spending 75 years behind bars. Let see, Max B is like 34, and 34 + 75=109. So basically that's life. I guess 75 years sounds like there may be a chance.......sadly, there isn't

Is This Real?

WOW!!! Really? No Way!!

Sibling Clothing.

Who Framed Roger Rabbit?

If they ever decided to make Who Framed Roger Rabbit Part 2. This guy would be a great villian. He'd make a great villan in any movie actually....I would be scared if i woke up in the middle of the night, and he is standing in my bedroom door...I'd shoot and destroy him of course, but that shit would be scary.

Life.

This is my little cousin Chelal Gross-Matos. When he was 2 years old, he fell overboard into the water from a boat. His father Michael Gross (my older cousin) jumped in to save his son. Once in the water, he was able to pull him up to safety. However the undercurrent of the water, pulled Michael down and drowned him.

Ten years later Chelal and a friend were coming off a baseball field, when suddenly Chelal was struck by lightning. The effect was so strong that it went through him into the other boy. Sadly Chelal died, the other boy is still in critical condition today.

Chelal's death makes me think so hard, how this is so ironic, and if the movie Final Destination has some truth to it, look at DJ AM.

Could it have been Michael? He wanted his son to come back to him? Was it God? Was Chelal a bad kid that deserved such a young death? This is tooo eerie and ironic and surreal at the same time for me. I can't help but think and wonder what Chelal's mom is going through and where this leaves the family.

It reminds me that you better wake up and pay attention to life. R.I.P Chelal

2009 has been a deathly year.

LIBRA=The Star.

My Grandad's Get Along!